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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

2010 - White Flag, Dido

Assalammualaikum...
ha..tetiba tdengar lagu tu kt Mix FM..
hmm rs sgt² relate ngan pe yg jd ngan aku lately..
sharing tis beautiful song..~~

White Flag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

pagi ney tetiba tgerak nk call die..bkn niat nk ganggu die..tp juz nk tny psl kemeja yg aku belikn utk die tu..aduhaiiii x tau nape rs sebak dgr sore die..cemana la die ley stay cool mcm xde pe yg blaku ek..? hmm mmg lelaki centu ek..?

aku : assalammualaikum..
dia : waalaikumsalam..
aku : i nk tanya psl kemeja tu..its for u kn..so i ingat nk post kt u..so how ek..? can i get ur add perhaps..office add would be better..x nk die tau lak nnt..u yg ssh kn..pdhal actually xde pe pn yg jd..
dia : maybe u leh post to my office la..
aku : ok then..can i get ur add..
dia : u sihat...?
aku : ok jek..(sore dh sebak nk nanges..sbb tetiba t'pk great times ms jd best fren dulu)
dia : ok..? (aku dpt bygkn mimik muka die..mesti curious)..mcm x ok jek..
aku : ok jek mcm bese (sore dh bgetar nk nanges..maybe sbb tu die rs aku x ok kot..)..ok now cemana ngan add tu ek..? bg la i nnt sng x yah mtk lg..
dia : ok..pe kata nnt i post kt wall u..?
aku : wall mana lak ney..?
dia : wall FB u la..
aku : (x tau nk react cemana tp mata dh bgenang dh..sore jgn ckp la..)..hmm..cemana u nk post kt wall i..? i dh block u kt FB..
dia : block i kt FB..? nape u block i kt FB..? (sore die mcm bengang..tp mcm bese dia mmg cool)
aku : its better tat way...(actually aku x tau nk bg alasan pe..tp aku syg die sgt² sbb aku rs die la kwn baik aku dunia akhirat..tp pas pe yg jd..aku rs better back off..utk kebaikan dia n sume org yg tlibat..)
dia : huh!! mcm²...(sore kesal..senyap kejap..)
aku : (mbisu..mata dh nanges..sore dh x ley blah..x ley nk kuar pape dh yg aku nk ckp..)
dia : u dh bfst..?
aku : jap lg kot..
dia : jom bfst nk x..?..bfst ns ayam..(poyo jek..pdhal jauh sgt² nk bfst sama ngan dia..hmm soalan rutin kitorg kalo dia / aku call pepagi tny kabo..)
aku : ha..arini kn hr rabu..ns ayam favorite u kn de hr ney..k la bak meh add u..(wish sgt² ley borak lelama mcm dulu²..tp x ley sbb aku kne ingat pe situasi aku skrg..)
dia : ok..u ingat lg kn nama penuh i..bla bla bla..(die bg add die..mana la mgkn aku lupa nm dia..dia kn 'bekas' kwn baik aku..)
aku : ok thanks..nnt i dh dpt kemeja tu, i post kt u ye..i btau nnt sng u leh expect bile dptnya..
dia : ok..
aku : ok la..thanks..assalammualaikum..(Allah je la tau pe aku rs..ms nk hung up phone tu..ye la..dh lama x borak ngan dia..salunya kalo borak sure lama..mcm² aku cite..sbb aku kn suka bebel..haha..~~)
dia : waalaikumsalam..(aku dpt rs die nk teruskn lg conv. tu tp sbb aku dh say like tat..die pn balas la salam..then aku pn letak tipon tu..)

sedihnya..hmm maybe tu kali terakhir aku call die..sbb aku ni x patut wujud pn lam idup dia..sbb aku nk die bahagia..walaupn aku syg die sgt²..its a very special bond..its not love but FRIENDSHIP..aku x ley nk define..tp aku tau aku dan dia HANYA KAWAN x lebih dr tu..Ya Allah, bahagiakanlah sahabat ku itu..berikanlah die kekuatan mhadapi sume dugaanMu, Ya Allah..sepertimana Kau berikn aku kekuatan utk terus bdiri slps apa yg tjadi..Amin..

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