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Friday, July 29, 2011

Update : Addition to CRS Crew + Pesanan Utk Adam + Farewell ~

assalammualaikum .. 

hari jumaat yg indah .. dimulakan dgn kemalasan utk bgn tido .. akibat dr hujan yg trn bagaikan mutiara yg menutupi mata .. lalu mbuatkan ia sukar utk terbuka tanpa dipaksa oleh hakikat yg subuh itu pendek waktunya , dan pekerjaan hakiki tlh menanti utk dilunaskan .. 
manusia kan ? hujan gak yg disalahkan ! haha ! anyway its a great morning .. sbb sblm melangkah ke opis CY dpt peluang utk tgk muV christmas carol kt SMV ! hoho maklum le baru jek psg Beyond . so melampau sket la sikap tamak haloba di dlm diri , memandangkan diri ini yg akan mbayar bil astro yg MAHAL itu ! ekeke .. wlupn TV besar itu kepunyaan Ma .. haha ! sian ngan Ma tpaksa bertahan ngan attitude CY ni .. sabar yek Ma , doakan la jodoh CY cpt jatuh dr langit , so that encik 'adam' itu yg perlu bertahan dgn kerenah ku ini .. ekeke .. 

OK . smlm Puan Amy & Encik Rasyid telah dikurniakan seorg puteri yg comel ! congrats to both of them !! eksaited sggh la ! menunggu Amy deliver .. ekeke .. akhirnya hari itu sampai juga .. welcam to parenthood ye !! cherish this moments OK ? as it has always been the beginning of the blissful yrs to come !! :) 
Rasyid & Amy
haaa ! 1 lagi berita gembira utk CRS Crew .. Ojai (wife Masdiq) dh pregnant !! wah wah wah senyap² jek .. tau tau dh 2 mths dh .. congrats to them as well !! take good care ya .. :) 
wah .. bertambah lg la CRS Family ! best² .. hmm bila la giliran CY yek ? doakan ye ! amin ..
 *opss , rs mcm munyiknya gatai jek ek ? opssss malunya sy !! haahaha*
MasdiQ & Ojai
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haa . nk share smthg ngan kamu , kamu & kamu yg CY sayangi !! Credit to seorg sahabat di FB .. an interesting note for 'adam' .. :) renung²kan & selamat beramal .. 

Wahai adam,
Hawa itu tercipta indah dari rusukmu
Terlindung 1001 hikmah disebalik keindahan itu
Janganlah engkau sengaja patah-patahkan ia
Sebaliknya luruskannya dengan penuh hikmah & sayang..

Wanita akal senipis rambutnya
Jangankan lelaki biasa, nabi pun terasa sunyi tanpa wanita
Tanpa mereka, fikiran dan perasaan lelaki akan resah
Masih mencari walau ada segalanya
Apa yang tiada dalam syurga? Namun adam tetap rindukan hawa..
Dijadikan wanita daripada tulang rusuk yang bengkok
Untuk diluruskan oleh lelaki. Tetapi seandainya lelaki itu sendiri tidak lurus,
Mana mungkin kayu yang bengkok,
menghasilkan bayang yang lurus ..
Kenalkan mereka kepada Allah, zat yang kekal
Di situlah punca kekuatan dunia ..
Akal senipis rambutnya, tebalkanlah ia dengan ilmu
Hati serapuh kaca
Kuatkanlah ia dengan iman…
Perasaan selembut sutera, hiasilah ia dengan akhlak
Ingatlah perananmu wahai lelaki bergelar pemimpin..
Suburkanlah dia kerana dari situlah nantinya
Mereka akan lihat nilaian dan keadilan Rabbi
Bisikkan ke telinga mereka bahawa kelembutan bukan suatu kelemahan
Ia bukan diskriminasi Allah… sebaliknya di situlah kasih dan sayang Allah
kerana nantinya mereka akan semakin derita
Luruskanlah wanita dengan jalan yang ditunjuk oleh Allah
Kerana mereka diciptakan sebegitu rupa oleh Allah
Didiklah mereka dengan panduan darinya
Jangan cuba menjinakkan mereka dengan harta
kerana nantinya mereka semakin liar
Janganlah hiburkan mereka dengan kecantikan
Bila wanita menjadi derhaka
pasti dunia lelaki akan menjadi huru hara…
Lelaki pula janganlah mengharapkan ketaatan semata-mata
Tapi binalah kepimpinan
Pastikan sebelum wanita menuju Ilahi, pimpinlah diri kepadanya
Jinakkan diri kepada Allah
Nescaya akan jinaklah segala-galanya di bawah pimpinanmu
Janganlah mengharapkan isteri semulia Fatimah Az-Zahra’
Seandainya dirimu tidak sehebat Saidina Ali karamallahuwajhah…
Bukankah kamu lelaki punya peranan besar terhadap hawa?

Lindungilah hawa itu.
Jadilah pemimpin imamnya yang terbaik.
Lindungilah hawa itu
Lunakkan telingamu dan ajarinya
dengan nafas alunan suci Quran…
Itulah hakikatnya andai wanita tidak kenal Rabbinya

Wanita yang lupa hakikat kejadiannya
Pasti tidak akan terhibur, dan tidak akan menghiburkan
Tanpa iman, ilmu dan akhlak..mereka tidak akan lurus
Bahkan akan semakin membengkok
Alangkah bertuahnya berada di bawah Nur Islam,
di mana segala kesusahan, kesakitan, kesedihan,
kerinduan, kegelisahan yang dihadapi
dapat diharungi bersama dengan sabar dan redha
mengkafarahkan dosa-dosa kecil..
Wahai lelaki…wahai adam,
Lindungilah hawa selagi kamu mampu,bukan menyakitinya
Bimbingilah hawa di jalan NurNya,bukan menyesatkannya
Wangikanlah mulutmu dengan nasihat hikmah,bukan meracuninya
Jadilah pemimpin imam yang terbaik buatnya,saling membantu
Hilangkanlah egomu kerana itu api yang membenamkan nur kebahagiaan
Ingatlah wahai lelaki.. ♥
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hmm .. the air is going to be different next week .. as Hajar is no longer around .. she's going back to campus .. to taste the student life once again after a grueling & painful time working her ass off to ensure every single job is of the highest Q . it is great to have Hajar & Fit around .. they've been a great help to me & account dept ! couldn't go through the peak period without these 2 angels .. Fit left 2 mths ago but Hajar stayed just to get a little bit more pocket money , so that she can spend cheerful Raya in Sibu ! haha .. enjoyed her companionship in this small room .. there's so much to thank but it seems so hard to find one word to describe how much I owe her & Fit .. thanks ladies .. all the best in years to come !! thanks for putting up with me & my temper !! may Allah bless every single breath u take !! Only Allah is able to repay every single thing that you both sacrificed for this dept .. Don't forget US ! :) Love u both !! ~ 

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Update : Finally .. :)

:) assalammualaikum .. 


hmm .. remember bout me and my answer ? 
remember bout him that i talked bout in previous post ? 
mr. teddy .. i prefer to call him that .. coz he's so 'teddy' ! haha ..


me and my answer .. what happened ? 
i said YES ! after 3 days of thinking .. thinking hard ! i meant that .. 
it isn't easy as it seems .. its hard ! but when i had Allah SWT by my side guiding me all through the process , it lessen my burden .. 
its a huge burden .. when i know that his' & my future depends on that very answer ! 


i guess .. my answer puts the smile on his face ! and no doubt , to mine as well !
he said that he is the happiest man in d world ! *drifting through the air* haha !  
it takes 3 days just to say yes to commit .. just imagine giving the final answer for anykind of proposal ! man .. that's gotta be tough ! hehe .. ;) *wink*


really wish that me n him will make this work .. no matter how hard it is .. though it isn't easy to work things out even when we're miles away .. :) 
when less expectations are involved in a relationship , it feels lighter & more relax .. what is there to expect ? when life is so full of colors & sparkles .. just live up the life to the fullest .. past events were never important .. as i want to live this life with the 'present & future him' .. not the 'past him' ..


it is still a long way to go .. a very long way .. the journey just begin .. today .. 19th of July 2011 .. praying that it would be a joyful journey to share together with him even though there will be bumps all over .. amin ..  


may Allah SWT bless the both of us .. 
may Allah SWT guide us both through the journey .. 
may this be the ONE .. :) 
Amin .. 


p/s : Mr. Teddy , Thanks .. Syg awk .. Sy nak TF ek .. ~ 


Saturday, July 16, 2011

Update : Sekali lagi ... CINTA ?

assalammualaikum .. 

it has been 1 week after my JB's vacation .. 
hmm .. it has been a great weekend .. indeed it is .. frankly it is ! 
travelling alone might be boring at first .. but knowing that a great companion is waiting for you at the destination , it is a fulfilling yet joyous journey .. 
the exact same feeling that I had .. my first flight trip with Rina to Kuching .. the feeling that would never repeats itself even for another 1,000 trips to Borneo .. it is just irreplaceable .. but now , that very own 'adrenaline rush' has vanished .. forever , I guess .. and I pray hard that it would vanish over time .. please time , flies fast please ! :)
thanks to Farra & family for being the best host .. thanks Farra for all the hardships taking me to great places .. felt like I staying there for at least few days more .. it has been a set of great moments .. 

hmm .. what's with the title of this entry ? hmm .. sekali lagi cinta .. :)
is it true that it is so easy to fall in love ? is it true that it is just so easy to say that we love someone ?
recently .. someone stepped in .. 
his presence .. frankly , put up the long lost smile on my face .. and I am happy about that .. 
his presence .. frankly .. for a while , for now .. makes all those past events & memories that I am dying to forget , fade away .. 
thanks to him .. thanks for all the joy & happiness that he dropped into my very own life .. I do appreciate every single thing that he did .. thanks again .. 
thanks for the time given for me to think of the answer to his very simple question .. 
a simple question that seems so hard for me to answer .. as I am so afraid of being 'crushed' again ! as it was so devastating .. it was such a mass destruction ! it damaged the whole system .. 
may Allah help me with the answer to his simple question .. as HE is the ONLY ONE who knows his creations so well .. 

if his presence is for real .. I wished that it is the last & final one .. so I don't have to get stuck at the same proses & life phase all over again .. from time to time .. it is tiring .. coming to the point of giving up .. but I am sure that the Creator is so great that He knows that I can handle such great turbulences .. 
Please Allah .. guide me through this .. please don't let me stumble .. amin ~ 


Thursday, July 14, 2011

Update : With LOVE from JB hosted by Farra !! ~

assalammualaikum .. a memory to remember .. it might not be an expensive vacation like others , but the time spent with Farra , a friend fr my diploma yrs , is indeed the most precious thing to savor for the rest of my life .. it has also been a great beginning to a 'friendship' that comes out of nowhere .. may Allah guide me through upcoming yrs .. may this be a great way to forget all painful past events in my life .. amin ~ 

 Terminal Bas Bersepadu  
 Tiket saya . TBS - JB 
 Dinner saya . 
 Ramainya manusia .. cantik kn TBS ni ? 
 Dinner saya @ Kenny Rogers .. Chicken Salad 
 Hotel penginapan saya .. Farra's residence .
 It is boring travelling alone !
Us !
 Me at Danga Bay .

 Kacang Pool for breakfast . 







 Everywhere is pic time !
 OK .. That is such a spontaneous pose !
 The remaining from the TFormers War .
Panas okeh . adoi . gelap3 .