Wednesday, June 17, 2009

:) I won't regret it!!

Salam..
akhirnya aku wat gak keputusan ni..
keputusan yg pd org len bodoh..
well i dun give a damn...
its my damn life n i wanna live my life..
aku bkn robot yg xde ht..yg leh org pijak2 sesuka ht dorg..
im a fighter..i fight for evrythin..so now im fighting for my dignity..
jgn cuba nk mjatuhkn aku hny dgn lakonan ko yg x seberapa itu..
aku x kisah..aku resign sbb aku x nk maruah aku ko pijak2!!!!
kalo ko rs ko dh ckp bgus x kn la ko akan simply cried in front of ur staffs...
come on ur showing that ur breaking apart..
n when u're acting resigning - u know what?? thats d cheapest piece of art i've ever watched!!!
u can't buy me ok!! im not gonna be fooled by that cheap acting!!
well pity u...if u resign where else u nk keje rite????
haihhhh u tau x working under u turned me into COLD-HEARTED SNAKE!!
i learn that from u...coz ur a cold-hearted introvert human being!!!
jgn ingat aku akan mati beb..i'm gonna live well n survive!!!!
u're gonna rot in hell...well wished i could curse u like tat old lady in Drag Me To Hell...muahaahahaaaaaaaaaa....but no...i'm not gonna do that coz ur gonna live wif that guilt forever..n ever...throughout ur damn colorless life!!!
Wishing u all d guilt in d world..live wif it n pray tat ur little angels won't hv to repay tat 'gud' deed of urs towards us..enjoy tis colorless life of urs while u can..n smile n pray tat each day is better than ystrdy...eventhou u know tat its not gonna b tat way...
u'll nvr forget me, jess n nor....i bet!!!
Aku x kesal n x kn myesal sekelumit pun atas pe yg aku wat smlm..sbb aku dh terlalu lama bsabar!!!!
akhirnya aku redha..maybe ni ujian Allah n petunjuk yg Allah bg..dh time utk tukar environment n venture in new things...
Alhamdulillah, abah n mama support pe aku wat n x question...tp aku tau dorg tkejut..tp aku dh explain semuanya...
Now, misi aku bermula...setelah sekian lama terperuk kt tmpt yg x penah appreciate aku tu..aku nk mulakn hidup baru...nk bukak buku baru...
nk buang sume kenangan pahit n kenangan aku ngan amer...dia pn skrg dh de pengganti..so aku leh lepaskn dia... :) terasa ringan bahu aku..x sangka beban yg dh lama aku pikul ni akhirnya terlepas...Terima Kasih Allah S.W.T....
aku tau Allah S.W.T. Maha Adil..sume yg jd ni ada hikmahnya....aku redha n pasrah..aku bdoa sume ni akan mbuka pintu kejayaan, rezeki dan kebahagiaan...
Thanks pd kwn2 yg byk mbantu aku..yg bg support pd aku..Thanks guys..I owe u tis time... :)
Pada sahabat2 tsayang kt opis lama : Yana nk mohon maaf andainya de salah silap yg sengaja n x sengaja...thanks ats sume tunjuk ajar n pengalaman yg kita share sama2...Yana syg korg sume (pd yg b'kenaan jek La)...x kn dpt lupakn kenangan ngan korg sume sampai bebila... :) All D Best & Wishing U All d Happiness in d World...
Sekian dulu luahan ht ku..
Luv,
Azliana Azlan @ Yana_4545

2 comments:

  1. sabar yana....it's life...berjaya dari pengalaman...

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  2. Tahniah atas perkembang terkini.

    P/s Nikah jgn lupa ajak den

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